studying abroad

i'm feeling depressed now.

ben had left for perth last week and we sent mx off this morning. it just hit me that both of them are gone and we won't be going out together until they come back during their school breaks. i'm missing them badly. it feels like i'm going to lose them forever. it's really sad. *urgh*

lucky me for still having jeth around but it's not going to be the same without the other two guys.

i'm feeling really down now. pardon me but i'm going to take some time to get out of it.